Saturday, March 29, 2008 '

29.03.08

lalas~
just came back from bugis and amk hub.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSAN!
went to bugis to search for my bag.
bt super sad luhs
the auntie say dun have le
must wait till next week den gt stock again
sianx
so walk around untill tired le jiu went to KFC eat
inside there so malu lorhx
SML ( soh meiling) laugh untill so loud and even cry
zzzz
lol luhs
cuz of brenica say abt something den super funni lorhx
hahas
after eating went back to shop shop again
den share money brought susan present
and went down to hub de Kbox
to find susan
waa , she super bad luhs
never treat us birthday cake. jkjk
den we just wanted to see hu inside the kbox nia
her frenz jiu sae " go away luhs "
wad shit , see also cannot meh.
lyk you book the whole area , we also never go in just stand outside nia lorhx.
anyhw scold ppl. siao
see us bu shang jiu say luhs. lyk we reali noe hu are hell are you guys lorhx.
SML super funni , she so angry den go complain to PG
den PG was lyk siao ar so angry for wad
hahas
funni funni
on the way to bus stop
brought a nf short and slipper . nice nice =DD
den went down to amk de kopitiam to eat dinner
lalas
and back hm.
whole day outside dam tired luhs.
shall rest early , tmr still going out early.
few photo was taken at bugis.

oppss , brenica trying to wear her spec. hahas snap shoot =D

29.03.08

yawns~
yeah , finally siti is back in action
i mean lyk back in work
woots!!
ytd heng heng didn't late bt nearly late
hahas.
school was bored luhs
after school went slack
was super boring
den time up went work wif siti.
my enermie gt cum work also
sianx
si fat ass , you tis fatty ass
keep bang me.
think you fat i scare you ar
cum hit me me luhs
chicken luhs
lalas~
ytd dam happy sia
saw my pri school frenz
is lyk 5 years never saw each other le
suddenly he cum my counter , den super shocked luhs
gave him my num and will contact each other.
si gabriel nv change at all
everytime still bully me de. haiish
hahas
still gt 1 more girl dunno he forget le marhs
joyce~~ also our gd gd frenz
pri 4 tat time we 3 always tgt de. so fun lorhx
hahas
memories dun fate!
12/04/08 must nt forget our dates.
hahas
ltr maybe going bugis
bt nw the problem is i nid withdraw money
i no money hw go out play
sianx lorhx.
going compass to take money and den to bugis shop and play.
shall end here and get ready le =)

our dream wun fate
i love you still.
lovess and misses

Thursday, March 27, 2008 '

27.03.08

didn't want to go school at first
bt last min still went to school
late!!!
yays
i finally gt my contact lenes
thx joanna for helping me buy. =D
was trying to wear and took abt 1 period barhs
hahas
my eye was dam red luhs and nt use to it.
and back to lesson was bored luhs
recess didn't eat anything cuz totally no mood
and the worst was i was stuck between both of them
haiish
wish my prince was there to save me
tat will be in my dream~
and went com lab
suddenly saw something tat make my heart dam pain
and totally heart break.
haiish
maybe tat the fate.
last period went com lab took some photo.
was nice luhs
juz too dark and can't reali see my face nia.

since you have already sae tat
i will take tat for real
i shall fufill ur wish~
bt i hope i can have the last wish
tat is be my boy for the very last day.
i noe tat not going to happen
as wad they say.
haiish
i hate fcuking kpo kia
kpo jiu suan le bt still wan to get more trouble.
since ur frenz already lyk tat
i also can't do anything bt to leave secreatly
tat will be the most regreatting thing i will have ever done in my life.
bt i reali gt no choice.
cum help mie , will you ?

Tuesday, March 25, 2008 '

25.03.08

lalas~
sianx , i hate going school alone luhs
school time table have change
hate it !
after school went point had KFC
and walk walk
den back hm
sianx
nth much to do at hm.
suddenly tired of working at breadtalk
i wanna quit
dun reali lyk working there lorhx
sianx luhs
tmr still nid go work
can someone help mie cuz i reali wan quit
haiish , today suppose to be special day de
bt i guess no more special day liao
thx for everythings =D

i didn't now hw to cherish at first
untill it gone i start regreating.
maybe everything is just too late to explain hw i feel
i felt i can't hold it anymore
i just wanna tell you everything
i really love you
hold me again and say you gonna be with me , will you ?
loves & misses

Sunday, March 23, 2008 '

23.03.08

i am freaking bored~~
woots sweetheart is back from thail
lalas~ i miss her in school luhs
wake up dam early today bt i sleep late last night
around 2.30 am tat was the last time i check~
den wake up around 8am
almost force to go out
bt in the end i was lyk tired untill wan cry liao
so didn't go out also
den went back to slp.
wake up at dunno wad time also
den super hungry
waited for bro cum back
and finally he is back and he bought foods
bt the food lyk shit luhs
dunno wad he buy
no taste lyk tat
super nt nice.
in the end i throw everything away~
is lyk nt human eat de lorhx
in the end i make miso soup. ^^
nice nice
watch tv wif my doggie
and my bro juz went out again
left me alone at hm
sianx
hm is freaking damm bored luhs

i guess i understand wad you trying to tell me
you dun nid to give hints de
just say wad you wanna say
i am tired of guessing games
maybe they are right
or maybe i should have listen to them
you have your own world
i guess you wun nid mie anymore.
thinking of you every night and pray you will return some days
i promise you will never be replace
loves & misses
*cherish*

Friday, March 21, 2008 '

21.03.08

wake up super early luhs
went to church
den went for breakfast at ximin pri school there.
and back hm.
on the way back guess wad
i saw him! omg omg omg
hahas so shocked sia.
ltr maybe going bbq and swimming
hope the weather will be gd luhs.

i am reali reali reali tired
sometime i reali feel lyk ending my life
i also dunno why i work untill so hard for wad
i nid to study , nid to work 2 jobs , nid to entertain family ,
nid to entertain frenz , and i juz wan a simple relationship wif him
juz wish to be ur little princess , juz wan a simple love
a simple princess nid to be taken care de.
why men are always the same. haiish
maybe is nt them and is mie
the fault is within mie.
it so bitter.
can i turn back the clock ?

Thursday, March 20, 2008 '

20.03.08

yawns , juz wake up =]
woots today didn't go school
cuz i was dam tired and lazy to wake up early luhs
ytd after school run under the rain. fun =]
cecila , galvin , brenica , cy , ivan and daryl
went to point slack awhile. den go mac disturb ppl
hahas
after tat walk to mall and saw danial wif his frenz so he came along wif us
1 by 1 walk liao half way jiu go hm. sianx
so walk alone to mall and took MRT to PS
bt galvin call and pei mie chat. thx =]
exchange phone wif galvin cuz my phone low batt.
galvin better takecare my phone! and return to mie asap!
1st day working at there. scary at first , bt in the end hai hao luhs
hand pain nia cuz have to carry heavy things
nw gt 2 jobs
i am tired luhs
so ppl if i did give attidue is because i am reali tired and stress
sorry
work till super late 11 plus den can go.
on the way back was bored
bt jordan call and pei mie chat. thx

sorry
i dun noe wad was i thinking tat time
sorry for pushing you away
cuz i was shocked den blur
reali sorry
i was so stupid luhs didn't grab my chance
haiish , why am i always so stupid
can you juz stay by my side forever
i missing you deeply
love me lyk you do in the past
will you ?

Tuesday, March 18, 2008 '

18.03.08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!
went to school
late!
bt heng luhs
brenica , cy , meiling , joanna also late
school was boring
super tired luhs fall asleep in class
hehe
art class was fun =DD
playing cards and all tat
after school went hm change and went mit brenica
went to compass point withdraw money and went KFC eat
den off to CDAC to find jordan
hahas
went there study read books
i am so guai luhs. hahas
den chat wif brenica untill they wanna go hm
den sent brenica to bus stop
dunno wad bus she took also
den back to compass point again
find mummy they all and went SWENSENS
super full luhs
den went mac find susan and wei quan
hahas , they so funni
and back hm

i should learn to let go
everyday i see smiles on faces
maybe they are right
i should nt have to enter ur world again
time passed and things will change
someday something might juz happen tat no one will noe.

Sunday, March 16, 2008 '

16.03.08

brenica hope you get well soon ~
i so so so bored luhs
can someone pls chat wif mie
i reali nid someone to tok to.
think i gonna crazy liao. haiish
staying at hm ish bored!!!
my father is kind of no responsible de man lorhz
ask him buy dinner
bt went out and nv cum back call him
and he told mie he ish wif his frenz
and ask mie to buy myself wif my own money
zzzzzzz
end up call bro buy KFC
he veri cute sia
i write down the things i wan buy
and when he reach the counter he dunno hw order
so he took the paper and show the cashier. omg.
hahas
plus my writing was dam funni
and i wrote a super big MORE CHILI PLS
lol
den eat untill can't finish.
we order too many things le
den watch the show
haiish the show make mie think alot of things sia
watch and feel lyk crying bt i did nt k
bt end up i still cry
bt nt cuz the show luhs
is cuz my baobei dog injure
wa sob sob
i see le my heart dam pain luhs
gt blood somemore
worst is i dunno hw my baobei gt injure de.
haiish.

i dunno why i juz can't let go
i noe i should have let you go
bt i juz can't
i am reali sorry
i promise juz gif mie few more days
i juz wan be by ur side juz for tis few days.
i would nt cum disturb you anymore
i will leave silently
and hope you can find ur happiness.

loves and misses.
always waiting for ur return

Saturday, March 15, 2008 '

15.03.08

sianx
dunno why today mood super moody luhs.
morning dunno wan sae wad. ish bored jiu rite le.
den go make crab and eat myself.
afternoon cousin call and fetch mie to church.
went there was reali bored at first.
around 6plus
den all little children start cuming in
lol , i been a super long time didn't went there liao
suddenly can't stand the noise of the little children
bt they are super cute luhs.
i was lyk doing my duty taking down their names
and teach them some simple drawing. was fun luhs
around 8 plus cousin came down and look for mie
den went to mac and have break.
and back to the place again
den cousin fetch mie hm. thx =)

reali regreat wad i had done.
haiish , wish tat day didn't cum. bt i still fail.
maybe all i nid is time to accept wad the things i cannot accept.
i am reali sorry for hurting you.
i noe i was so stupid and dumb to make the wrong choice
could i juz make another wish to have another chance.
guess all tis were juz too late.
i love you & i miss you still

waiting for ur return

14.03.08

lalas
juz came back from east coast.
went there took a super long jorney to reach
actually gt alot shortcut de juz tat we didn't noe.
hahas
reach there and rent a bike.
chiong to mit meiling and her frenz
took abt 15-20min i think
finally found them
and started to eat and bbq.
den suddenly my mood go super low. dunno hw to sae luhs.
bt pg veri cute luhs. i didn't sae out i no mood.
and she keep make us laugh
dance and sing over there lyk some crazy freaks~
hahas
fun fun.
super tired.
time up and went return the bike.
i chiong untill lyk siao. hahas
dunno why juz feel lyk keep chiong and dun stop
untill i super tired den stop barhs.
den when i suddenly stop and make 1 fast de U turn den nearly hit behind mie de two couples. den was lyk they shout ahhhh. so faster siam den luckly nv hit
i think if hit i dunno i will fly where liao cuz they also riding a bike marhs.
lol
went back hm joanna and the rest ton there overnight.
super tired in the bus luhs and den took mrt back den bus again.
lol
is super de long jorney luhs
bored and moody. sorry if i did to spoil any1 de moods.
omg , i so tired luhs. look at the time nw.
it time for my bedtime.

Friday, March 14, 2008 '

14.03.08

weeee~~~
juz came back from camp =)
dam tired luhs.
1st day.
went to school and meet new friends and instructors.
went to the camp side.
and to our hut. settle things down
sad luhs 1st day didn't reali play any game cuz of the rain.
and super sad luhs cannot group wif my sister.
bt also veri suay.
1st nite when we sleeping brenica went back hm cuz she gt high fever.
haiish. hope she get well soon , and stay strong barhs.
2nd day.
play flying fox. dam dam dam super fun.
walao was lyk so high den when the instructor sae when ready can jump down.
i count to 3 and fly down. omg was lyk ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. hahas
on the way up also abit scary cuz was high~~~
and went play kayak. also dam dam fun.
last game activites was the rope challenage.
didn't play tat 1 abit scare cuz was high and have to walk on the log.
too scary so nv play.
den night time was the super fun time.
dancing and singing and also cheering.
den back to our hut bt i didn't go back
went to sister de hut sae wan ton de
since everybody lyk so sad and mie wad totally no mood
i juz wan someone to pei mie through the night
so went to sister hut luhs.
sae wan ton end up all sleeping lyk pigs. hahas
anyway nid thank my sister to pei mie when i no mood luhs.
siti , reali thx fer listening to my story.
i noe you are tired tat night bt you still pei mie through the night
and listening to my story . reali thx
finally last day.
went back hm!!
lols
sianxx nt so fun as wad i thought
actually can be more fun de.
all my fault to spoil the fun. i am so sorry.

sorry for everything.
i reali dunno wad i can sae bt sorry.
i reali juz wan treasure wad i have nw
bt i reali dunno hw to.

i am bitch
i am hongster
i flirt
i lie.
and so on~
other sae i might nt listen to them
when the words came out from you
i felt lyk , ya maybe you are right.
juz hate mie. i am reali sorry
nobody noe hw i feel right nw.
you nv noe why does all ur frenz hate mie bt i do noe the reason.
it veri simply if you reali think wad have you done.
everybody will slowly hate mie somehw.

Monday, March 10, 2008 '

10.03.08

wahh
tired luhs
ytd nite didn't slp well at all.
morning mit brenica and sofiyan to school for camp breifing.
leg pain sit there so long~
after tat pg, brenica and wei quan pei mie go point have lunch or breakfast.
dunno luhs.
eat le jiu went shop at NTUC for cups
brought the same one , so cute lorhx. hahas
den start rainning , so walk back under the rain wif brenica
back hm and start using msn and internet.
chat wif my so call frenz fer nearly a hour on msn. lol
super bored and offline.
den granny cook dinner for mie.
eat little bit nia. cuz dun feel lyk eating luhs.
den cy call and ask mie play habbo. lol
forget my old acc liao so create a new 1.
nabei ask mie play den i create hao le eui tell mie eui gtg. zzzzzzz
den dear pei mie play also. bt was reali damm bored so sign out.
pack my bag for camping.
lalas
den some of the thing i dun have nid borrow from ppl.
and daddy bring mie tuu amk hub brought 2 FBT pants.
den he go mit his boss and give mie 1 $50 ask mie bring bro go eat.
zzzzzzz
so went up to kopitam almost all the shop going close liao
den my bro still slow slow choose wad he wan
bro : i think i have the noodle.
mie : no more.
bro : "walk 1 round and came back" i think i have chicken rice.
mie : okay. "walk to chicken rice stall" walao no chicken liao he wad chicken rice!!!
bro : aiya eui choose for mie luhs.
lol so end up buy for him hokkien mee and he ate 1 pao. lol
he ish a pig. hahas
after eating suddenly we two felt super cold and i onli brought 1 jacket
den he idoit keep snatch my jacket. wtt.
neverminds. so lend him my jacket and took a few photo of him when he ish toking to himself. lol
actually toking to my daddy de juz tat my daddy nt listening nia. hehes

i love my dear lee yong rong. nv going let eui go. eui are my super precious baby~
2 more days to camp ~~

Sunday, March 9, 2008 '

9.03.08

wake up super early today.
tired tired.
went off to church.
den in the bus sms him and suddenly keep crying~
and gt 1 siao de guy came up to mie and ask " hi , do eui nid any help?"
walao i was lyk fuck off luhs.
i am so sad and no mood den eui trying to joke wif mie.
zzzzzzzzz
so ignore him , and he gt off the next stop.zzzzzz
went hm after tat.
feeling tired so wanted to have slp de
untill ur msg cum
i was lyk so wtt..
i dunno why i juz keep crying.
my heart ish lyk so hard to breath.
untill my mother came in and ask wad happen
i juz sae i think i gt sore eye and it veri pain.
so put eye drop all tat.
the fact is nt my eye pain is my heart pain. reali pain luhs.

you seem to be other person.
maybe you have change or something.
what i onli noe is i onli love you , nt other guys
i hate you when you try to give mie cold shoulder
it make mie feel lyk you are going leave mie alone.
i dunno why i keep have tis feeling
are you trying to toy my feeling.
throwing mie to 1 side and den pick mie up again?
i reali dunno wad i thinking also luhs.
i onli noe i reali do love you.
dun leave mie anymore hao marhs ?

Saturday, March 8, 2008 '

8.3.08

wake up early today sia.
den rest awhile and off to mit brenica and beiyi
went to ps fer interview. very sucessful =)
hahas
den jiu went down to mall and have lunch at KFC.
chat awhile and went hm.
settle down all my things.
untill ur msg cum ~

i noe it over le.
bt i wun forget those days wif you
thx fer being by my side.
you are the best bf tat i ever had.
i noe is my fault tat i didn't cherish and treasure it.
bt all those words were too late to explain
and didn't even had a chance to explain
it reali aching and hurting inside
hw i wish this day wun cum
it reali pain and tears juz can't stop flowing.
i reali do love you and i have already make a mark on my hand to remember you forever. the marks were painfull and tears juz can't stop flowing.
and i noe eui gt lyk de girl le.
hope you can lastlong wif her barhs.
loves & misses

>i will be waiting fer ur return~

Friday, March 7, 2008 '

7.03.08

didn't went to school
cuz gt fever lyk tat. sianxx
slp till abit late untill brenica call mie.
so wake up and use com
chat alot in msn wif sweetheart , pekling , jin hui , zaki , sofiyan , nuer , and lots more bt i forget liao =)
den brenica came my house take pants
around 3 plus mit them go to puggol park
lol , everywhere we walk ppl will stare at us cuz we 1 big group wearing the same shirt and pants. lyk so funni luhs.
went to puggol park fer x country
anyway didn't run much
and was the last to finish the race. zzzzz
after race tired tired.
went to mall and have dinner.
after dinner walk abit. bored , den dear call and pei mie chat.
the feeling ish so wired .
brought my things and went hm.

i heart pain nt cuz of him
cuz i feel lyk we are reali far from each other
which i dun wan to happen
i love you and i reali do.
i noe no matter hw i sae you wun belive i reali do love you
i dunno wad i should do
should i juz trust my frenz and hurt myself
so you tat mean i reali do love you
i dun understand
they sae hurting ourself reali mean the real love

i am already taking a penkife without knowing and hurting myself. because i reali do love you and i reali dunno hw to explain the love tat i reali love you .

Monday, March 3, 2008 '

3.3.08

lalas
today went school alone =p
love the feeling going school alone
plus the gentle wind blew on ur face and nobody disturb eui. juz enjoy
wooo so siok =DD
nearly late fer school
bt heng i wake fast so nv late.
hahas
during cpa mr cheong was super gd luhs
use internet fer 20 mins
wah super fun. hahas
den went change fer p.e
dear pei mie down fer p.e
wah today our first day in the year tat went p.e after tat sweat.
reali no lies. our first time in tis year super tired and sweaty cuz mr roslan ask us to play game den super fun. bt dunno wad the game name call.
ish volleyball den muz throw in the goal.
fun fun
my team :
brenica
ching yee
queenie
cecilia
zaki
jerrald
yao hui =DD
mr roslan cheat cuz he help other team
walao den we loss
plus ish 9 against 7 of us luhs.
actually is 8 bt mr roslan go help other team so becum 9
wtt... so we loss untill veri jialet luhs.
nevermind , after all juz game marhs and didn't loss or win anything =)
bt is reali first time tat everybody join in the game and reali play hard.
so ish damm fun luhs. hahas
after school went point wif brenica and cy
go pack kfc
omg , the manager do thing dam slow and can forget wad to pack
plus point de kfc reali selfish lehs
i order 2 meal and they onli give mie 2 packet chili den i ask fer more den they give mie another 2 packet nia. wakao the manager lyk... haiish
dunno hw tuu explain.
den went tuu hunted void deck and have our meal
tat place maybe reali hunted barhs. hahas
after eating went back hm and started tuu search fer blogskins
i search fer 5 HOURS
walao , finally found it.
and my code keep gt error and nid redo
lyk shit luhs so hard.
and finally done
den while searching dear pei mie chat on phone.
hehes
he went cdac study. so guai lehs
i also wan study wif him next time =DD
tired tired
change new blogskins ~~~
nw reali tired feel lyk sleeping.

Saturday, March 1, 2008 '

29.2.08

morning went tuu hougang stadiam wif super frenz. =DD
fun fun
bt when reach there kind of bored
nth much tuu do
so sit down chat abit
and the guys start playing psp
so we lyk gosh so bored and when den going to end. lol
den dear cum find mie awhile and went out.
after the sport thingy end liao
we went tuu hougang mall eat.
den mit dear at mall also
there 50% of the customer are from hougang sec. lol
so dear cum find mie at library.
den went down tuu mac and he broght fer mie apple pie.
aww , so sweet. hehes
den dear pei mie wait for bus
and he ride bike hm.
went hm rest awhile and off tuu work
at hm using msn den i dunno y suddenly tok tuu "her"
lol , den she shocked so chit chat abit and maybe going find her work.
working was super tired luhs.
no fun at all.
sianx ish lyk without frenz working sux.
today work till abit late.
so by the time i going get ready to slp ish tis time.

though eui didn't tell mie much
bt i noe wad euii thinking de.
everytime when i try to get close to eui
or lyk juz feel lyk hugging eui
eui simply juz walk away .
maybe i am nt gd enough barhs.
bt i love you still no matter wad.
<3333
gonna get some slp. zzzzzzzzzzz